gosh, the last couple of days there has been a lot of weird energy swirling around. sometimes, negativity surges and creates what feels like a vortex. it's hard to get out unscathed.
for example: last night, a fight broke out in the bar, at the door right behind my stool. it seemed contagious, like wild fire, and soon, bystanders were throwing what seemed like unsolicited punches in undeserved and unsuspecting directions. luckily, i wasn't hurt. i just stayed in my seat and pretended to be invisible. but that's not to say that it didn't affect me, or leave me feeling quite haunted.
and then today, i had some weird customers in the store. i had a fighting couple, whining at each other like immature brats, in front of me and their kids. and then there was the nasty lady, looking for something specific, who seethingly remarked at our recommendation,"i don't go there, it smells like cat piss". and that's just the tip of the iceberg.
i try not to let that stuff bother me, let it roll off, shake it off, but i can't say that it doesn't affect me. because i'm pretty sensitive. it leaves an impression, a lasting odor, like a skunk hit by a car and rotting in the ditch. and most of all, it makes me wish people would just try to be nicer to each other.